I woke up at 6 in the morning it’s still dark outside but the sun is slowly coming up it’s a beautiful scene I am so comfortable in my bed even though there is no silk draped over my skin I feel at home, well I am

I got up and made myself a cup of coffee and went to my balcony where there are birds chirping I can see people are walking up to go and start their day as the lights of their houses are turning on, I can feel the wind in my hair dragging it towards itself, there are leaves so green and flowers so pretty that everything is just perfect

Sometimes in life by passing time we just forget to appreciate what is around us we say that we are living so fast and busy so we can have a better life but are we living? Is this what life really is?

So my first blog post of 2018 even though its 11th January, so this year as I think I mentioned before that  I have to accomplish a lot of things but one of my main goals is to give time to myself  and my surrounding I have spent too much time taking care of people don’t get me wrong I still care about the people I love but from now I will be my priority too with all of this busyness I will indulge more in myself and trying to find things which are hidden in me I am not saying that I changed from the first day of 2018 but slowly I am and I will. btw do you guys have any goals this year if so what? Tell me if you guys would like to know my goals of 2018.




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Question & Answers

I know I know it has been a long time since I last posted but what to do my internet is not working but I am still writing this blog so I can post as quick as I can. A few days a ago I ask a blogger friend of mine (daisychaindreamingblog) to send me some questions and I am going to answer them in this blog and make sure you check her blog her link is in end she is the sweetest ❤

So here is the Q and A for you all:

  1. How did I decide to start blogging?

Okay so this is the most asked question since I have started blogging often people dm and asks “why did I start my blog?”so the answer for this is that last year I got into reading blogs and as I use to read them I thought that I should start my own I never want to make this blog “work “for me as this is a way to just show my feelings and in some ways my creativity.

  1. What gives you the most inspiration?

So one of my favorite is hideaway girl. She is one the first blogs I stared reading and got inspired by

  1. If your house was on fire what 5 thinks you would save?

Well saving my family would be my obvious choice but if w talk about things here are the 5 things I would save

  • My phone – well because of obvious reasons
  • My laptop
  • My poetry diary
  • A picture of me my mom which is placed on the nightstand
  • Last one I honestly don’t know
  1. What your vision for your blog?

As I told you earlier that this blog for me is a source or way to show my feelings to tell how I feel hoping that somewhere someone can relate and not feel alone I want people to read my blogs and understand that they are not alone and that there is hope in everything.

  1. If you could live in any country, which one?

So for the most part I would love to live anywhere in the U.K other than that Canada would be my choice.

  1. Where do you want to travel the most?

I know this is a broad answer but I want to see Asia before anything else being an Asian I am attracted towards all the different cultures and traditions and just how colorful it is.

So that’s it for this blog if you have any questions you can leave them in the comment box or you can dm me my instagram is in the end and thank you so much daisychaindreaming blog for these amazing questions you are a sweet heart.


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what’s wrong?

Hey!!How are you guys doing? I have been so busy these days you know it’s the end of the year and now is the time you have to complete all the work that you have been procrastinating to do but what so ever I was feeling quite low this week and had a really deep weird conversation about life with my best friend as we were discussing I thought that I should share some part of it here on my blog and hopefully someone can relate.

People often ask “what’s wrong” or  “Is everything okay” when they notice that you look puzzled but I just reply with “nothing” and make sure they believe me but today I have an answer for this question:

Standing ….I just keep twisting the ring on my finger.

Sometimes I feel like I can conquer the world and that I have everything and everyone and sometimes I feel like I have nothing, like a man standing in the middle of a desert all alone and you know what I am tired really tired that I just want this time to stop and let be breath let me live cause I always feel like I am in a game, the timer is going on and I am going to lose this game called life and if you have anxiety you can probably relate to my next line “It’s probably my fault” yes I feel like this about everything and even about situations that I don’t even link up with but still my brain it keeps reminding me that I am the reason “This” took place.

While saying all of this let me say that I am not sad or unhappy, I am happy I have people who love, understand and support me and I am grateful for them and that’s why I am writing this because a lot of people think that if I have anxiety I cannot be happy and trust me it’s not like that at least for me I do feel the above things but I am happy in my life too I have people who care for me and support me in my hard times but there and times when I feel low when I feel like I am all alone and that everyone is going to leave me and that is anxiety for me maybe that’s not what you feel or you think but here I am just tell how I feel and maybe you can relate to some parts of it.

if you have any suggestions or questions please drop them in the comment box.

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If something bad happens something good will come out of it.

I lost my best friend. All my school life I had one best friend we were friends from the first day of school and we stuck together for thirteen years. we were great friends. You must be thinking wow a friendship of that many years must be so strong and I was thinking the same thing but well……

When people come up to you and say that either they are “done” with you or that the friendship or relationship is “over” it hurts, you feel miserable you feel like someone stabbed a knife through your heart but you know what hurts the most or more is that when someone doesn’t even think that you are important enough for the last good bye, when some just doesn’t give a damn, when someone knows that they are hurting you and making you  cry every night but they still don’t care.Yeah something just like that happen with me and I don’t even know why and what really happened I just know that one day my best friend stopped talking to me.It all started when we both decided to chose different High schools as I was in a private school and she wanted to go for a government school but I never thought that that would affect our friend ship I thought we will still hangout or at least talk but suddenly she stopped talking to me and I tried to know why but her cold reaction was enough to break me into pieces I felt alone I felt like it will never be the same again and that I would never trust someone. And this all made me realize that just like there are toxic relationships there are toxic friendships too and I was in one, but I got out of it I left that chapter of my book and moved on and no it was not easy it took me six months but I did move on and I don’t want to be in that situation again.

But the real reason I am writing this blog is not to tell you my story but the reason is to share that things changed and how I went from feeling alone to feeling blessed. so after some months I started my high school and I was not there to get new friends but these last three months of my life made me realize that “if something bad happens something good will for sure come in return” I found a friend or I would really like to say my best friend, at first I could not trust anyone to be my new best friend to be anything for me but he really proved that there are still good people out there and that time really doesn’t matter in friendships because someone who you are friends with from years can really break you and someone you know only from a few weeks can change the way you look at situations.

I thought I should share this as you might be going through something similar but just know that the world doesn’t end there you have other people who care about you and who can understand you it might be hard right now but it will get better.

It has been a month.

It has been a month that I haven’t posted anything not even on my instagram I don’t know if some has noticed that in this sea of people of the internet but well I am back and this is my post explaining what was going on so there are two main reasons to not post because firstly my uncle was really ill and he passed away (RIP) which was kind of hard to accept and the second reason is  that the same week I had my midterm exams which to be honest went bad and I  am worried about grades, this is  all that happed in 3 weeks but last week I was having a writer’s block I mean I had Ideas and all but I just couldn’t focus. and following is just my rant about life:

Life is just getting so weird day by day that people don’t even have time to stop and think about what is happening around them or with them or they don’t even realize what they are really doing but we all are just doing something and we don’t know the reason behind it we are just doing it because we have to and this is our life but in my opinion waking up everyday doing the same thing again and again is not what life is, life is way more than just barely living or life is more that just being okay and fine and if you think for me life would be expensive cars and big houses then you are wrong for me life is “moving” and by that I mean that I don’t want my life to be stuck in one simple routine I want to have fun and laugh about stupid things, I don’t want expensive abroad vacations but want to make people smile and yes I know that is such a cheesy and over used line but in a nut shell I want to be happy and that I want to LIVE my life .



Hey guys hope you are doing well. These past few days I have been really anxious it’s not like I feel like this every day, I mean some days are good but some days are worst. Today I felt like I needed some kind of outlet to let these feelings go so for me this blog was my first choice. So these are a few words which somewhat show how I feel:

“I am sacred, sacred of everything thing that don’t even exist and trust me  its hard and  it gets harder when my hands start to shake my heart rate goes really fast…it gets harder when my hands get sweaty and there are tears down my eyes but….it gets harder when I am scared and it feels like I am trapped and I just cannot move but this, this is not it…it gets harder when I feel like I am all alone in a room full of people, people who just don’t give a damn but trust me ,trust me it gets harder when you feel like you’re are going crazy or you are worth less but it gets the hardest when people just don’t understand…..”

It’s hard to be alright,

It’s hard to be a part of this fight.

Sometimes it’s hard for me to even smile,

But somehow I have to show that I am fine.

Cause it’s hard for people to understand,

So let them believe that you are in a wonderland,

Cause it’s hard to not pretend.



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After school routine.

Hey guys!! Today I have a back to school blog for you personally I love back to school season it’s like new start or basically a new year. This year I am trying to stick to a routine so I can be more productive. Now here is what I do after school until I sleep.

  1. lunch/snack:

So usually come home at 3:00pm and by that time I get really hungry as I don’t like to eat at school I go of a proper lunch at home instead of a snack so I can focus on other things throughout the day.


  1. Go on my socials:

After lunch I go straight to my room and like any other teenager I scroll through every social media app I have on my phone or just take a nap or read a book.


  1. Study:

After sometime I start doing my homework or my assignments then I go through whatever I did in school that day and make notes about them.


  1. Dinner:

Usually I study for about 4 hours straight and after that I have no energy left so I eat dinner watch some you-tube videos  and start preparing for the next day like putting books in my bag or ironing my uniform etc…


  1. Shower:

I am a shower at night type of a person so I take showers every other night.

  1. Sleep.



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I was scared!!!

Hello everybody! Today’s blog was quite hard to write because I normally do not like to say that I am was scared but I decided to write about it because I think It might help some people .So it was my first day of 11th grade (on 1 august) the night before I was sitting on my bed thinking about a million things at once my brain was full of questions like “how to make friends?” “what type of people I am going to meet?” what teachers I am going to get?” or “if people will think I am not good enough or not”  and one thing that was buzzing me more than anything was that I am not capable of sitting with these people but then I took a deep breath as it was too much to take  and said the following lines out loud in front of a mirror “ you are worth it and nobody can say that you are not capable because you are.” I kept repeating this until I felt confidant but this was not enough, I felt confidant but still I was worried about making friends as i don’t like to talk strangers or basically people (face to face).This thought kept me awake the whole nigh but in the morning I was too nervous to feel tired. As I entered the college building I see people smiling and talking to each other then these two girls came to me and asked my name and what classes i am talking and from their I realized that in the end everything falls into place and even if you don’t find friends right away just trust the timing of your life. I know it’s the start of school year and everybody is going back to school which can be a bit scary but if you don’t feel confident then fake it, I was reading girl online just few days before my school and I got this Idea of alter ego so if you feel really anxious you try that method (and I would totally recommend reading online girl).I hope you are doing great i kind of pissed as people are still on their summer holidays while i am studying.Are you still on vacation? Let me know in the comment box below.

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Getting into reading?!!

Hey guys!! Today as you can tell by the title I realized that I am getting into reading so first I have to tell you that I am not much of a reader I mean I read blogs and a few books here and there but not a lot of them. last week I got the book “Fangirl” by “Rainbow Rowell” from my local book shop in paperback quality as I don’t read much so I didn’t really want to buy a hard cover book, I really like the book and her writing style so got two more “attachments” and “landline” both by “Rainbow Rowell” also I really want to read “Eleanor and park”. If you can suggest any other writer or books please comment below or on my instagram my user name is “theanonymousgirlwrites”.


Thank you so much for reading and if you have any questions or suggestions leave tell in the comment box.

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 A Big Celebration!!!

Hey there!! So this week or last four days I have been sooooo busy because it’s EID! Oh god yesterday like about 20 guests came and it was hectic but a lot of fun like meeting your family, the food and presents it’s like Christmas. so for those people who don’t really know what eid is it is a holiday of Muslims which comes after Ramadan (holy month).we fast for 29 or 30 days in Ramadan and then as a present for fasting we celebrate eid in which everybody wears new clothes, apply henna, pray, eat lots of sweets etc and all the elders give presents or money (eidi) to everyone.And the most exciting thing is today my friends are coming its been so long since i last met them, Really miss them 😦

As I have been eating a lot of sweets and drinking a lot of sodas in the last month so  I was thinking to not have any sweets or chocolate and sodas for the next month I think it will be a bit hard for me as I love chocolates I will keep you guys updated on that.

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