story time

I was scared!!!

Hello everybody! Today’s blog was quite hard to write because I normally do not like to say that I am was scared but I decided to write about it because I think It might help some people .So it was my first day of 11th grade (on 1 august) the night before I was sitting on my bed thinking about a million things at once my brain was full of questions like “how to make friends?” “what type of people I am going to meet?” what teachers I am going to get?” or “if people will think I am not good enough or not”  and one thing that was buzzing me more than anything was that I am not capable of sitting with these people but then I took a deep breath as it was too much to take  and said the following lines out loud in front of a mirror “ you are worth it and nobody can say that you are not capable because you are.” I kept repeating this until I felt confidant but this was not enough, I felt confidant but still I was worried about making friends as i don’t like to talk strangers or basically people (face to face).This thought kept me awake the whole nigh but in the morning I was too nervous to feel tired. As I entered the college building I see people smiling and talking to each other then these two girls came to me and asked my name and what classes i am talking and from their I realized that in the end everything falls into place and even if you don’t find friends right away just trust the timing of your life. I know it’s the start of school year and everybody is going back to school which can be a bit scary but if you don’t feel confident then fake it, I was reading girl online just few days before my school and I got this Idea of alter ego so if you feel really anxious you try that method (and I would totally recommend reading online girl).I hope you are doing great i kind of pissed as people are still on their summer holidays while i am studying.Are you still on vacation? Let me know in the comment box below.

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Story time: Sooo….I fainted!!

So as this blog is about my life today’s blog post will be a story time about when I fainted in the middle of a mall 7 months ago.

Disclaimer: By no means I want to scare anyone I am just telling what happened to me.

About 8 months ago I asked my mum that “if I score good on my finals can I get a piercing?” and she said yes and after one month I got and a+ on my finals so as a treat my mom took me for shopping to a shopping mall and there I saw a piercing shop so I asked my mum that can I get my upper lobe pierce here? and she agreed so we got an appointment and sat there for our turn but then I realized  that I haven’t eaten because I was so excited about the results and shopping I just couldn’t eat the breakfast or even lunch so I was empty stomach in a piercing shopping waiting to get pierced (and just putting it out there I know that it’s wrong to get a piercing on an empty stomach especially for people with low pain tolerance like me but I was too excited to care) I sat in the chair and the piercing guy said “ok I am going to do it now” and in  like 30 seconds he was done(tbh the piercing itself was not painful at all) I sat on a chair while mum was paying, after 5 minutes I started to feel a little dizzy ,I stood up from the chair and the last thing I remember saying was “ammi mujhe chakar arahe hai” which means “mom I feel dizzy” and then after that all I remember is me walking up in middle of a piercing shop and literally everybody! EVEYBODY! was staring me, I couldn’t understand what was going on and  I fainted  again after that I woke up in my car and we were in front of a hospital btw I am aright It was just because I was empty stomach so guys what lesson do we get? Don’t ever get a piercing empty stomach.

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