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Anxious…

Hey guys hope you are doing well. These past few days I have been really anxious it’s not like I feel like this every day, I mean some days are good but some days are worst. Today I felt like I needed some kind of outlet to let these feelings go so for me this blog was my first choice. So these are a few words which somewhat show how I feel:

“I am sacred, sacred of everything thing that don’t even exist and trust me  its hard and  it gets harder when my hands start to shake my heart rate goes really fast…it gets harder when my hands get sweaty and there are tears down my eyes but….it gets harder when I am scared and it feels like I am trapped and I just cannot move but this, this is not it…it gets harder when I feel like I am all alone in a room full of people, people who just don’t give a damn but trust me ,trust me it gets harder when you feel like you’re are going crazy or you are worth less but it gets the hardest when people just don’t understand…..”

It’s hard to be alright,

It’s hard to be a part of this fight.

Sometimes it’s hard for me to even smile,

But somehow I have to show that I am fine.

Cause it’s hard for people to understand,

So let them believe that you are in a wonderland,

Cause it’s hard to not pretend.

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Facts about me.

Hey guys how are you all lovely people doing? I am not that fine but that’s whole another topic. Today I am going to tell you some basic facts about myself so you can know me better, if you can relate with anything please tell me in the comment box below.

  1. Dogs or cats? Dogs.
  2. Favorite color: black.
  3. Favorite band: one direction.
  4. Favorite song: demons by imagine dragons.
  5. Piercings: two.
  6. Siblings: two elder sisters.
  7. How many children I want: four.
  8. Favorite you-tubers: okbaby.
  9. Male celebrity crush: 1d (yes all of them).
  10. Female celebrity crush : selena gomez.
  11. Do I like to cook: Nope.
  12. Pet peeves: nail noises and many more.
  13. Favorite season: spring or winter.
  14. be invisible or ability to fly?:ability to fly.

Thank you for reading if you have any questions i would love to answer them so please leave them in the comment box 🙂

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lots of love,
Simply me.

 

 

Chopping my hair off!!!

Hey. It’s been a long time since I last posted I think about 10 days or something. Hope you all are doing well. Honesty last 2 weeks has been tough whenever I open my laptop to write a blog I just feel like I am stuck. When I am doing other things I have all these Ideas for my blog, sometimes I don’t write them down but mostly I do write them down In a note book but whenever I open my laptop and decide that I am going to write something my brain just won’t work and it feels like am stuck in this moment like the world is moving I just cannot move ughh … but today finally I am writing something and how my brain just started working suddenly? Well I don’t even know, its 2:00 am and I am sitting on my bed writing this blog, my brain is just weird like that, if you have any tips on this please leave them in comment box below. Btw in my blog “I am excited” I said I am going to post a haul but I didn’t do it because I thought that it will be weird to post just 2 or 3 things as a haul.

But I have a news for you guys that I just chopped all of my hair ( I mean not ALL of them).I use to have pretty long hair like till the middle of my back and now I have really short hair (they don’t even touch my shoulders) and trust me I was in shock and just as I got out of the hair salon I started crying I know that probably sounds really stupid but I was in shock but now I kind of like it, honestly I use to think that short hair styles are easier to style but nope they are harder as basically you cannot do anything with them.

This week am really trying to get ready for school, I am kind of stressed it’s my 11th year  I have to study really hard and  new people and basically everything new I am stressed because I am really bad at making friends.

If you have any tips or questions or if you have any suggestions for back to school blogs please leave then down in the comment box below.

All love,

Simply me.

Feelings??

Hey! These are just my thoughts about confusing feelings, nothing personal 🙂

You know what is the hardest thing to explain and the hardest thing to understand? Feelings yes feelings! Like when you were 6 and you saw that boy/girl in your classroom and you felt like there is something special, that he/she is the one you love but no these feelings they confuse us because after some years when you were in middle school you started liking someone else and then in high school you are liking/dating a completely different person, so why? Why do we feel the same feelings with all these different people? Why don’t we feel special and loved with only and only the right one why do we feel this love and then get broken why this person enters in your life and loves you, gives all the best of him or her and then leave , just get out of your life like nothing ever happened and this is why a lot of people in this world are scared of being loved, scared of catching feelings sacred of loving some which is one thing that you should not be scared of, one thing that you should do openly with all your heart without any insecurity that others are going to leave you but instead the ratio of people loving each other is much lower that people hating each other. And why those people who are suppose to love you sometimes hurt you so much that you don’t even love yourself ,why these people who say that they are always going to love you break you apart so much that you cannot even fix yourself?

I am talking about love and feelings not only between a girl and a boy, am talking about every relationship whether it’s with your mom or with your sibling or just any one.

if you don’t agree then remember that these are my views or opinion

This is what I wrote which lead me to writing this blog

I tried not to,

Think about you

I tried not to,

Show it

I tried not to,

Love you

But I end up trying not to,

Wake up.

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